On good days I try to remind myself “This is what your normal your baseline your self feels like” But is this a reasonable amount of feel good? Am I too happy? After spending more than half of this exhausting life in some stage of hypomania no joy is left unanalyzed But good days are for basking This is what we live for And good days are days to get shit done to reconnect to get ahead of the curve because that up and down wave never, ever stops